I’m losing everyone I’ve ever loved. Ever cared about. They’re dying, or dead, or they hate me to the point where it seems like they’re dead. I’m empty now. It feels that way. I have no emotion. I’m indifferent. I’m unseeing. I’m a breathing, animated corpse. I want to cry. I want to break down into tears and let the compressed emotions escape me. But no. I find no tears. I find no screams. I’m numb, and I hate it. I’m watching everyone escape, watching as they all leave me behind. Yet, I feel great sadness, and still no tears. Why can’t I cry? Why can’t I break down, and let everything go? The answer is simple. I’m not here. I’m breathing, yes. Living, yes. But no, I am no longer in this rotting shell. My mind is elsewhere, remembering, and dreaming of the times I shared with my loved ones. The moments before I hurt them, before I killed them. The moments, before I died.
Are You Ready To Strut Your Stuff?: WARNING: This CAN be triggering as fuck. You're sitting at your desk, and you know it's time to go. You've said that to...
i’m literally about to cry. shit i’m shaking so bad right now.
I think everyone needs to see this. It’s a really long read, but it’s worth it. You aren’t alone, don’t…
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Cheerleading is a way of life, shared by a chosen few,
It is working as a unit in everything you do
Cheerleading is a rivalry, the competition makes you strong,
It is sharing secrets and tears, learning to get along
Cheerleading is that ongoing drive to be the very best,
It is patience, perseverance, and very little rest
Cheerleading is having poise and charm with every word you say,
It is total dedication twenty-four hours a day
It is always being ready with encouragement and a smile
Cheerleading is your chance to express your individual style
Cheerleading is reaching out to comfort a sister who is sad,
It is defending each other in good times and the bad
Cheerleaders are always there when someone asks,
They treasure the present moment and let go of the past
Cheerleading is a talent to be able to shine on cue
It is hiding the pain and anguish that if only half the people knew
Cheerleaders, after all, are real people that sometimes get down
but when they’re in the spotlight, they must never put on a frown
Cheerleaders are actresses always ready to go
That is why it’s important for all the world to know
Not every girl can be a cheerleader, it takes a special kind
Cheerleaders are full of life and a little bit out of their mind.
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I actually used to like school because it’s the only place I really get to see my friends. Now I hate it. I’m invisible everywhere, all the time.
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I made this a long time ago and debated not posting it til I could watermark it but oh wells. Hope you enjoy!!
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